our immature voices

i need someone to explain this to me.

the universe. 

first there was a big bang.

then space n time r forged through the very fundamental

substance of the stars.

then there's life;us.

nobody is certain of its origins but

the laws of physics do explain about the arrow of time.

in which everything will come to an end.

right? 

so,

my multimillion dollar question is why do we exist?

why live when u r going to die?

why create when u know that it's going to be destroyed?

whats the relevance of our existence?

because,

to be honest,

i'm afraid if my life has not started yet.

i believe at some points in my life,

i fear the end of me.

i fear death n what lies ahead of it.

-fzhmm n me