it's actually weird when u look back,u never saw it coming,it just kind of.....happened. bcs our hearts r not belong to us. none of things in this world belong to us. i notice myself falling. how? what to do? my lord let me feels this. i'm not strong or knowledgable or old enough to like someone for de sake of Allah. pls help me to control this feeling at this very young age. or i'm de one who hv to control all by myself? tell me lord tell me. n dbs pls dont say it's not normal for a 16-year-old-girl in this era to have such feeling i'll kill u like seriously. i know de feeling is temporary n it will last for seconds but for now,i just cant deny it n idgaf.
again; sincerely,
the immature voice of me
"Just heard a msian climber died on Everest today. RIP.
At least he died doing something.
I probably die sitting on a chair due to boredome"
-obe
on behalf of me too