life is sometimes unfair

imagine that u r not a human but a poem reader.
every poem readers need a poet to be happy;to live.
a poet is like an angel to them 
who gives them everything just by breathing,
just by writing.

as the poem readers are waiting for their poets to come,
they forgot,
not all poets need a poem reader to be happy;to live.
poem readers being so faithful and they are still there
watching,waiting and commiserating.
their hearts;
feel like being immersed in water with highest pressure
at a level of devastation.
it leads to the downfall of their existence.
the extinction of a poem reader
inside of
me.

i thought reading poems is easy;as easy as ABC.
i was wrong.
i cant even understand yours.
are your poems too witty and shakespeare-ish for me?
i believe,
they are.

whatever happens,
i am just a reader,
who digests those emosional expressions from your writings
and weeps through each of them,
or smile through each beautiful and delightful words,
ending my reading by giving you compliments,
sometimes without even understanding any of your poems,
i feel like a criminal.

i realized,
i am just a reader,
who happened to read your poems,
i dont have to understand them words by words,
because i really appreciate
that you actually just poured your heart out.
thank you.