my mind's screwed.
my heart breaks.
my body aches.
my voice cracks.
win or lose; both r painful
i better die
I'M TIRED CAN U PLS GIVE ME SOME REST O WORLD
-what i feel every single morning when i hv to go to school during raya holidays like wth man. i swear every morning i feel like sending a message to yap telling her tat i cannot come i'm tired, pls i just cant, god i cant, i just cant, u understand o not. but then i hear a voice in my head. tat voice is very powerful tat it can make me move from bed. salute gila kot. i know yap feels de same thing but she seldom complains. she always idk. she always make me feel like i'm lucky to have her by my side. she always make me feel secure. she makes me move. she always comes first with berd. i never be punctual. i always late bout 30 minutes idk i just idk. i wanna sleep at home. finally at this very moment i sedar. i tak bersyukor. i asek komplen je. komplen why did i enter this la, why i didnt quit la bcs it's far away too late now, why i have to do this, to do tat. i asek mengeluh. i receive but i never give. i hope we will not disappoint pn suhaila. she has done a lot of things. she even came earlier than me like i'm de teacher n she's my student. i'm a bad student :( i know both ways r painful. but i still wanna feel de pain when we get to proceed to de next lvl n be de champion in de festival bcs i think de pain of losing is unbearable. in these few days i really need to maintain my confidence lvl. it's better if i can build up my confidence to de max lvl. saya takot
my heart breaks.
my body aches.
my voice cracks.
win or lose; both r painful
i better die
I'M TIRED CAN U PLS GIVE ME SOME REST O WORLD
-what i feel every single morning when i hv to go to school during raya holidays like wth man. i swear every morning i feel like sending a message to yap telling her tat i cannot come i'm tired, pls i just cant, god i cant, i just cant, u understand o not. but then i hear a voice in my head. tat voice is very powerful tat it can make me move from bed. salute gila kot. i know yap feels de same thing but she seldom complains. she always idk. she always make me feel like i'm lucky to have her by my side. she always make me feel secure. she makes me move. she always comes first with berd. i never be punctual. i always late bout 30 minutes idk i just idk. i wanna sleep at home. finally at this very moment i sedar. i tak bersyukor. i asek komplen je. komplen why did i enter this la, why i didnt quit la bcs it's far away too late now, why i have to do this, to do tat. i asek mengeluh. i receive but i never give. i hope we will not disappoint pn suhaila. she has done a lot of things. she even came earlier than me like i'm de teacher n she's my student. i'm a bad student :( i know both ways r painful. but i still wanna feel de pain when we get to proceed to de next lvl n be de champion in de festival bcs i think de pain of losing is unbearable. in these few days i really need to maintain my confidence lvl. it's better if i can build up my confidence to de max lvl. saya takot