i sat on the same place as always. the books said something. outside the window,there was nothing i wished for bcs i already knew what would happen. you always seem so cheerful. so cheerful that i could never know your true feelings. but pls dont touch a heart that wants to disappear. i'm such a cold-hearted fool. even if i'm told a miracle answer,it's no use bcs god knows what.
something might had already gone wrong. even though i tried to know you,there wasnt even a thing about you i was able to solve. if i were able to get even a little bit closer to the answer,then those days could've countinued forever. i'm forced to notice everything is real. until i realize the heart that wanted to disappear was actually yours. it was hurt but you kept hiding it over and over again behind your smile. the smile of you who took the over-dosed pills and died,i wont ever forget it
something might had already gone wrong. even though i tried to know you,there wasnt even a thing about you i was able to solve. if i were able to get even a little bit closer to the answer,then those days could've countinued forever. i'm forced to notice everything is real. until i realize the heart that wanted to disappear was actually yours. it was hurt but you kept hiding it over and over again behind your smile. the smile of you who took the over-dosed pills and died,i wont ever forget it