ok actually i wanted to dedicate my latest post to my bro,yap. but bcs i was so excited bout that poetry so yeah. adoi idk how to say sigh ok these first two weeks holiday we hv our japanese classes and i already got almost 20 missed calls from yap. it's nearly 2014 ok and i still need her to call me to remind me to go to school during holidays or asking me whether i go or not??? but the problem is sigh maybe just that i was not born to pick up the phone lol ok is this even funny ok. u know me right ok so i do this bcs she finally on her maximum level and decided to send a confession saying that she hates me. one thing that still in my mind is she knows that i wouldnt pick up my phone but why did she still call me??? you are weird ok though i feel appreciated like goddamn appreciated and loved so my point is i'm sorry ok i just dont know how to answer the calls i dont know. seriously. i was not born to pick up the phone yeah. i promise u i will learn how to pick up my phone. give me time ok bro and pls dont bring this to outside later i shy shy how??? you read until here only aa dont talk to me bout this ok i shy liao unless i start it first. i love your confession ok,so poetic and full of emotions though it's only the simple "hate you" but idk to feel sad or happy or shocked or whatever. you make me confused ok. can you feel the gayness