tembaklah saya. biar saya berdarah.

future events are not yet
and if they are not yet
they do not exist
and if they do not exist
they cannot be seen at all

but they can be predicted from the things present
which are now and are seen

spot on.
that is my fatal flaw.
fikir terlampau jauh 
sampai seeing the unseen. haih.

harus dijauhkan.or we will end up escorting ourselves to the land of verbal abuse. tak mustahil the ones we love will be escorted as well. bukan?
mohon memahami. im doing my self-therapy...i just need to write..
at least for tonight