bottomless

in my bottomless heart
there's a river flowing in it
You know everything that flows in it
as it is eternally Yours ya Rabb
i sometimes confused
to feel right or wrong
to desire to be one with someone's soul
forever i will ride the horse of pretence
dont know where to head for
if i keep closing my eyes

i dont want to put my heart at a wrong place
i dont know
im afraid if one day You are going to ask me
"Who am I to you?"
and im gonna regret everything

so open my eyes ya Rabb
open my heart,it has a black longing
i sigh heavily
as in other words
i do not thank Allah enough
so drift,drift me to the estuary of purity
that is most clear